10th October 2017

I’m struggling badly today. I had a rotten night,not going to bed until 2am. I had asked No 3 to wake me before she left today and she did,with a lovely cuppa   I couldn’t get out of bed so I slept til about noon. 

So my plans for sewing have gone to pot again,I’m in a lot of pain today and I just want to crawl into a hole and die. I’m so sick of being tired all the bloody time,sick of being in pain,sick of being depressed. 

I don’t want to be here anymore. 


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