22nd December 2015

I am so sad. The kind of sadness that eats away at you inside. 

The pain in my chest is worse. 

I’m trying,really I am. I’m trying to be happy and upbeat for the girls and it’s killing me. Xmas is in a couple of days and I couldn’t care less. I just want to crawl into bed and sleep the days away. 

The pain is overwhelming ,the pressure in my chest is painful. I feel panicy and don’t know what to do with myself. I hate feeling like this. 

I really do. 

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